Homesickness is killing me.
I feel like a prisoner.
Away from everything familiar that I love.
Away from family.
Away from friends.
Away from all my positives except one: my youngest son.
My youngest son is homesick too but nobody cares.
They want me to die where I don’t belong.
Forcing me to stay living where I don’t belong.
Big cities I can’t stand.
Too much crime every day.
Very few places to walk to.
Original positives came up with up there I found false in regards to moving.
I and my son belong where my family is where there is less crime and more to be able to walk to.
It feels like I am being told fuck you and I don’t care about you.
I only care about myself without even truly saying it.
I and my son belong where we belong and that’s it!
Small town is the life for me and my son.
We were both doing better there than we are here!